SPEAKING OF A WOMAN

She has a tough shell like a turtle...
Capable of many things, she can console you, ruin you, control you, confuse you, love you, build you...
She has the strength to care for a family alone...
the faith to keep holding on when all is lost...
the power to make all feeling in your body go numb...
She can have you forgetting anyone else ever existed...
morning noon & night, she runs through your mind...
her talent leaves you mesmerized...
she can take you on a high and then leave you dry in a matter of seconds...
the wisdom to know what's wrong & right...
the experience to never relive the same wrongs...
the survival skills to overpower struggle...
the touch to have you feeling anxious...
The scent of a thousand roses that leaves you lingering...
A woman is without a question, confusing...

I AM A BROKEN PUZZLE AND I LOVE IT..
IT'S CALLED BEING A WOMAN!!!  ;) 

"OUR DEEPEST FEAR IS NOT THAT WE ARE INADEQUATE.
OUR DEEPEST FEAR IS THAT WE ARE POWERFUL BEYOND MEASURE.
IT IS OUR LIGHT, NOT OUR DARKNESS, THAT MOST FRIGHTENS US." 
-Marianne Williamson

Round & Round

Sometimes life can be difficult, you can love someone so much but why keep torturing yourself with regret. Back and forth, forgive and forget, lies and deceit, breaks up and make ups. We just keep going, round and round with this "THING". How far can patience really go? If you really love me you would meet 1/2 way, but all you continue to do is forsake me. Now has come the time to explore my inner beauty. All my life, I've thought of others, all my life I've looked after someone else, always giving and never receiving. The plan GOD has set out for "YOU" doesn't mean that along the way you have to try and make someone else "fit in your puzzle". You can't make someone feel your energy, when that's not in them to understand. In the midst of it all, I lost direction of ME, this life doesn't always let you bring people that you want on your path. Sometimes, you have to just let people go even when you'd rather avoid the hurt. I find myself always chasing you, but who is going to chase me? Who is going to be there when I'm down and out? I can't always be this STRONG! Round and round,two people with different outlooks on life, two people with different goals, two people with different principles. My heart is so big that I find myself always being nice to someone who doesn't appreciate my efforts. My future is too important and precious to me to keep letting you drag me, round and round!!


"AS WE ADVANCE IN LIFE IT BECOMES MORE AND MORE DIFFICULT, BUT IN FIGHTING THE DIFFICULTIES THE INMOST STRENGTH OF THE HEART IS DEVELOPED." VINCENT VAN GOGH