"Time has Flaws & Confusion"

I remember the sweet moments we once shared and how no man ever compared,

But somehow those promises and our visions never actually aired,

We were just teenagers when it all happened so our sight was a bit impaired,

Was it all a dream or were you just scared?

Because what we had could not have been despaired,

just because you were not prepared,

or was it that you never really cared?

I sit and think about our hardships and what all we've been through,

Pondering and reminiscing makes me blue,

because I really missed and loved you.

But I'm finally realizing that all along I was just your fool, 

How could you say these things and then throw me out like an old shoe?

I did all I could to prove myself to you but it was never enough for your view,

So why should I even keep looking to make us a perfect two,

You knew my secrets and I knew yours,

But at the end of the day you made me feel like one of your chores, 

All I wanted was for you to know that I could be everything you're looking for,

I can't keep going through this because my mind is at war,

And I deserve someone who will give me the grand love tour,

I won't continue to allow you to use me as a detour,

So this is me saying, "I'm finally closing this door!!"  

"Rising Tide"

The warm sensation from his skin and hands,

taking my mind to the promised land,

his touch makes its way to caress my spine,

while I feel him on my behind,

the aroma of the air between us,

 and how my nerves begin to fuss, 

his expression always gives me a high,

as he takes the path to my navel then the tender kissing of my thigh,

the jerking and pulling of the sheets,

the drenched feel of my hair as my heart begins to beat,

in the moment I let him be the guide,

thinking in my head how can this person make my body cry,

I straddle myself to prepare my drive,

but the way my leg begins to jolt disturbs my stride,

somehow my whole body becomes numb,

and my mind cannot bear what is about to come,

as I feel the intensity become stronger,

I realize I can't put up a fight against this hunger,

This is something that I cannot deny, 

that only he can make me rise to such a high tide.

"A Glimpse of Heaven"

The smell of my daughter's skin,

the width of my son's grin,

the sensation of the morning dew,

the time that we've spend that I loved too,

the childhood friends which make us two peas in a pod,

the prayers I've sent to God ,

the jokes my dad tells,

the boyfriend whom never fails,

the embraces from my loving mother ,

the arrival of a letter from a confined brother,

the helping hand I give,

the sight of hope to live,

the taste of home cook meals,

the start of a new year to make new deals,

the extra day God grants me,

the simple opportunity to see,

this is a GLIMPSE OF HEAVEN to be....!!!!